Words are useless , I am USELESS ...

I guess this is my life ?
always getting hurt ...
the pain in the heart is the memories u kept forever !
I don hav a complete family , and for sure I don't wanna lose you !
I don wanna be alone cox i only want you ,
everything i try to do is to make u happy ,
bt always everything will bcum disaster .
I knw it's my fault , everything will end up making us sad ...
Bi , if u think bcox of those things and feel tat i don love u
then ur wrong ...
Sometimes I just want to cry and wash this feelings away
If only it were that easy I wouldn't be feeling this today...
I gave you the only keys to my heart and that will forever be yours !
You will be the ONLY one that my heart will open to ...