The Pain inside

It started exam again this wednesday ...
Like all the exam passed , after finish or emptying my exam papers ,
my mind will be thinking abt sumthing .
And tats when all the mood's is gone . I will be quiet and not talk anymore ...
This is the only place i can express my feelings , I cant talk abt this to my mom or either my dad
they have too much expectation on me , they think I can do it but for me I am trying
but for some reason i don't know why I can't ? Sumtimes i juz wish they were me so tat they
would know what im feeling . My heart is rili pain after each exam paper I did and I can't
answer them , I kept all my tears inside and it rili hurts !
I'm Sorry ! I can't tell the truth face to face (to my Momi , Daddy & Dear)