I'm useless

When this skul holiday started , i notice sumthing bad is gonna happen .
i went bak to the old me , hanging out late till midnite not studying , lazy to go tuition
and the worst thing is I always make u sad , i'm sorry dear ...
i know saying sorry is juz useless , bt i still hav to say it . all of this happen is bcox of me
all my stupid actions , i nvr think b4 doin it . i always made u worry and sad ...
i wish things will go bak to the way they wer b4 ,
my heart is so pain always
i rili dont know wat should i do ... im a useless bf
but no matter what ...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER , Goon Wei Ling ! I SWEAR