What Should I Do ?

Every Night b4 I slip , all the stupid thinking came back ...
The tears i hold inside all flows out ><
This few weeks my mood all changed , always in a sad & down mood .
always been thinking what should I do , i let my parents down
i let myself down . Dunno what my future will be like nvr study hard ,
my parents always thought im studying in skul but skul is juz a place
for me to slip and play ....
Don't know why studying is a hard thing for me , they say it's easy
juz read and read . bt reading is a boring thing zzZ !!!
Hope after SPM , my parents will know what is happening then .

Scary Driver !!!

Today there was only science exam so after recess most of our classmates are all free
cox there's only chinese exam that we dint take ...
All of my frens went home during recess but me and dear tried to go out tru the big door
but the stupid teacher stoped us , even the guard did the same ><''
we manage to go out cox the guard went to find a teacher ....

After eating at a wooden house , dear keep annoying me that she want to drive .
I told her if she drive i wont go up the car , but stil the same she keep on annoying :P
cant say no then , drove up to my house and i let dear drive ...
So get rdy , dear was abit BenBen hehe ... she dint dare to press on the oil ,
the worst thing is she don't know how to turn the stearing xD
i was scare she panic and step on the oil and dint break , and i would get in alot of trouble .
But its a gud thing she dunno how to step on the oil hehe !

Dear , don loearn to drive o ^^
Whoever who went on ur car will scare to death i tell u xD
so better don drive , i'll be ur driver forever ... HeHe !

The Pain inside

It started exam again this wednesday ...
Like all the exam passed , after finish or emptying my exam papers ,
my mind will be thinking abt sumthing .
And tats when all the mood's is gone . I will be quiet and not talk anymore ...
This is the only place i can express my feelings , I cant talk abt this to my mom or either my dad
they have too much expectation on me , they think I can do it but for me I am trying
but for some reason i don't know why I can't ? Sumtimes i juz wish they were me so tat they
would know what im feeling . My heart is rili pain after each exam paper I did and I can't
answer them , I kept all my tears inside and it rili hurts !
I'm Sorry ! I can't tell the truth face to face (to my Momi , Daddy & Dear)

Great Mother's Day .... '' NOT ''

Can't beliv i have a blog now ><
forced by my Dearest Laopo to make 1 T.T

This morning I went to listen car theory , it was damn boring !
Luckly after 3 hours of ceramah ,
the uncle who send me thr said we don hav to stay for another 3 hours for khursus amali .
Then he send me bak home , he saved me from 3 hours of boredness ^^

Actually 2day my mom said she will trade in my old HandPhone n buy SE w705 ,
bt i guess she listen wrong and ask the price of SE G705 , which is not the HP i wan !
It's rm200 cheaper than w705 , so my mom decided i should get that , bt i dint want that .
My mom got mad and scold me why always buy expensive stuff >< then my face changed too ,
and told her nvm lets go i don wanna change anymore !
Then we went to Pizza hut n eat since it's mother's day , im not gonna quarell wif her .
I jz kept quiet until we got home , and i paid for the food zzzZZ