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Lolx , kinda stiff after a long time i dint update xD
took me sum time to think of a starting line to write ...

So here we go ,
SPM is over woohoo ! but what to do now im thinking .
should i further my studies ? dont think i can make it ><
My dad force me to study , told him its a waste of time if
i have no interest but useless i guess ...
So i'm trying to go for mechanical engineering tats wat i oni like
bt the result i nid is not suitable , kinda sad ..
Anyway i don mind ill think of sumthing soon , its my life
i will go on wif it wateva it takes .

Lets stop the sad stories and talk abt sum happy ones xD

After SPM , went out wif my Baby alot haha
since she started her on9 buisness almost all the time we
went to the bank then after tat went out for shopping and stuff xD
The other day we went to Mid Valley to check out sum college at
the Education Fair exhibition , hope she find the right one .
wateva she choose ill still ADD OIL for her xD

Today 22 & 23 Dec !
Niki & 5J Birthday ! A sweet couple birthday is juz 1 day apart .
Its good and u knw why , cost less xD !
they can celebrate in 1 day haha !!!
a gang of frens celebrate thier birthday at Langat .
more then 20 person sit at a long table , should had brought
a mic thr so that we could talk from the 1st table to the last xD !
after tat went to Ah Feng house to drink n have fun ...

And lastly I end up dint drunk and now here reviveing my blog hehe !
Christmas comin up ! And still a long life to go ^^

Update luu ^^

Haha back to update blog again xD
but i dunno wat to write ....
These few weeks is exam period kinda boring ,
juz do then came out the class room after 30min :P
My fun time is almost up , after SPM i rili dunno wat should i do ><
Kinda have problem now , my dad don't let me work zzZ
even now i'm having part time his asking me to stop ....
he want me to study until the age of 21 only i can work .
I knw im lazy to study , I hate books i wan to do things with my hands .
Not tat i wan to pour cold water to my dad , bt i think if i study
another 3 yrs , i better work 3 yrs .If i study i think im juz wasting
the money ...
what should i do ?

30/10 Sunway Piramid

I really dunno wat to write xD
I was gonna just put pic's but i don have any >.<
maybe nx time i will post the pic's ...

For now , lets start with ...
My Dear so bising , woke me up around 9 sumthing n get rdy hehe .
around 10 then i fetch her , after tat Aaron came n fetch us at my house .
Sinyee n Winnie was alrdy in the car , then we started our journey ,
Noobie Aaron dunno how to go to Sunway , told him to go straight all the way
but at a certain road he asked me which way , i got messed up then told him
to turn , so we went the wrong way had to make a big U turn back to our path xD
We meet XiuWen , Er , JieSi , Connie n Ciale there .
It was Connie's Birthday , b4 we meet them we went to buy Connie's present .
It was a BIG little chic xD .
After gathering , The Best part of the day was this .
We all went to Shogun Japanese Buffet to have lunch ,
sat there for 2 hours and had our tummy stuff with food ^^ !
I think after this , some of us will say no to Sushi Haha !
After our Delicious lunch , all went window shopping XD ...
A bag cought my sight , i went in the shop n have a look
bt left without it ... But when everyone wanted to go back .
Thats when I changed my mind and went back to that store
to get it ^^ !

Thank You

25/10
Time pass so fast , 9 months and counting !
We had a normal day out , bt it was a special day ...
went to have a nice lunch at Time Square ,
then started to go shopping bt din't got anything :(
then went to Lowyat to find a perfect laptop for my Bi .
Jealous of her cox she got a new 1 and im using an outdate 1 xD
Don argue with ur parents anymore bi ok ?
they love you so much and they try to make you happy .
another jealousy >.< HaizZ

Bi Thank you for staying by myside when im down ,
and your family too for everything !


Bi I just wanna say :

You've given me a reason
For smiling once again,
You've filled my life with peaceful dreams
and you've become the most important person in my life.

You've shared your heartfelt secrets
And your trust you've given me,
You showed me how to feel again
To laugh, and love, and see.

If life will end tomorrow,
I will hold you tight and forever I won't let go
For you have touched my heart ! MuackxX

Words are useless , I am USELESS ...

I guess this is my life ?
always getting hurt ...
the pain in the heart is the memories u kept forever !
I don hav a complete family , and for sure I don't wanna lose you !
I don wanna be alone cox i only want you ,
everything i try to do is to make u happy ,
bt always everything will bcum disaster .
I knw it's my fault , everything will end up making us sad ...
Bi , if u think bcox of those things and feel tat i don love u
then ur wrong ...
Sometimes I just want to cry and wash this feelings away
If only it were that easy I wouldn't be feeling this today...
I gave you the only keys to my heart and that will forever be yours !
You will be the ONLY one that my heart will open to ...

Got Our doggie !!!! "Rufus"

Finaly after waiting for 1 months ++ , I got my doggie !!!

ermm , maybe not mine xD , Ours i ment ^^ !

My dear n I bought de ... Named him Rufus .

Picked him up yesterday evening , then brought him back home

bt looks like his not use to his new inviroment >< he doesn't look happy , maybe he nid sometime to get use to it .... after brought Rufus home and prepare everything for him ,then we went to tuition , when i got home he vomit the milk he drunk b4 >< was scare so asked dear to call the breeder maybe we can let him take care of Rufus for the mean time til his alittle bigger >< So , I send Rufus back to the breeder at 1.30am , kinda late heh !Starting to miss him nw , bt hope he will grow up quickly and be stronger when the time ill pick him up ^^

How much I love you ^^ !

I never meant to stop replying you, baby ,

and I am sorry if I did , my hp is out off batt >.<

My heart belongs to you,

and that will never change.

My love for you is strong,

and it keeps growing every day.

Keep your head high, dear,

and never let it fall , remember that

I do truly love you, dear,

and I always will.

Your love is like a star,

shining in my heart Lighting up my life .

Never felt this way before ,

What would I do without you .?

You’ve shown me the love I've never felt before .

My Family never gave me this kind of feeling .

It's always arguement & sadness i felt at home !

You are like an angel from my sweetest dream .

You've given me my world I couldn't find .

Now I know what love is .

I am willing to let go of my family and live with yours !

Love You & your family so much , there i feel like a real home !

MuackxX
( I know ist's kinda girly , bt this is what I feel and it's true ! ^^ )

22/8 BBQ Night

Started around 7pm , bt i think i went there around 7.15/7.20

and saw the host "Daniel" juz arrived wif some fren and

started moving the stuff out his mini van XD !

hvnt even start the fire , so Daniel act pro and did it haha !

Good for me , I din't have to do anything but just eat ^^ !!!

Pic's are abit blurr i guess , took by my hp only Sorry !



Every1 with a marshmellow



Samson checking if his "Hot Dog" is cooked xD




So many Hot Dogs !





He looks hungry i know :P

Lazy ppl only bbq-ing saussage , nobody wanna bbq chicken wings !

After Finish bbq-ing ....

2nd round , went to a friend's house to drink xD

they called up and ask if there's anymore Dry Gin(alcohol)

Then off we go again , until 5am only i went home with an empty bottle haha !

Some went home early , bt i guess only 1 person drunk maybe he had some

problem tats y he drink so much . normaly when we drink he don drink ,

just curious to know , anyway take care bro ! any prob ur having we are still here

What's Life about ?

The day you were born you began a learning process that will continue for the rest of your life .

Each new year of life added to your past, changing the way you viewed every new day.

influencing how you reacted to everything from the simplest daily routines to complex events

what is life about? Who am I? What should I do? What will I do? If there is meaning to life,

and a reason for living, those questions must be answered. If there is a true meaning to life,

nothing that you do, say, or think will change the truth. If you are to understand life you cannot

hide in the comfort of daily living .You must not reject what you discover if it does not fit what

your life has been. If the answers you find are different from those you have , you must decide

whether to continue on the path you are on, or go another way on a new path toward a new

destination.

Hope to find my true path soon >.<

o.O I'm back to update my abandon blog ...

1st of all i wanna aplogize to my dear , I'm sry dear for bluffing u .

always say im gonna update i dint >.<

Blog is just like an exam paper , while i update then the fear came.

everything in my head that i knw juz dissapear !



I guess most of the stuents are happy now?

most of us got our wishes ^^ ,

nt a long holiday bt atleast we don have to go xD

Really lazy ppl !!!

Anyway every1 becareful outside too , there might be chance u'll get it :P

Drink more water n stay indoors more ! ^^





Today , my dear is gonna sit for her exam in driving ...

hope all the pratice dear did with my car n giving me heart attacked
is good enuf to passs hehe ....

Good luck dear , i will alwys support you !



Wish her luck too ok ppl ! xD

and i wll update often from now , don't wan my dear to be sad n mad anymore >.<

Lurb Eu !

I'm Sorry !

Sorry I din't listen to u dear , sorry for my stupid action .
I really din't mean it , everything happen in a blink of an eye !
I was scare , i ran away bt still they saw it ...
nth i can do to remove this incident from them ><
nth can change the fact tat i made this stupid mistake ,
I'm truly very sorry ! u have the right to be mad
anyhow , I still love you & I'm sorry dear !

My Weekend ^^

My 6th month anniversary 25/7 ^^
went out with my dear to Pa-vi-LION xD !
1st thing to do wasn't EATING haha , went to buy movie ticket
we watch ICE AGE 3 , then went to search for out food ...
was gonna eat Sushi bt then we went pass the food court and
saw lots of things to eat , so we ate at the food court instead ...
After eating , we juz walk around till the movie started then we went in .
ICE AGE 3 was kinda childish bt its funny ,
good movie to watch when ur in stress time xD !
Finished the movie , we then went to Baskin Robin .
Ate Ice Cream Foundue , finaly we got to try it cox the 1st time
we went to there we were too full >< !
My Anniversary plan was to go to tis 4 Season Restaurant ,
bt my dear din't wan to go , so maybe next time i'll bring u there ^^

25/7 was also 1 of my fren birthday , Happy BirthDay to you , Sheng !
Drunk party held at his house , Beer , Whiskey , Tequila and Soft drinks xD !
Those ppl who reached late to his party had to drink 3 glass ,
i don know what should i call the drink haha , he mixed all beer whiskey tequila n 7 up !
3 glass down ur throat and ur gonna start to get high hahaha !
Pity to those who drink it . Almost 80% of the ppl at the party was drunk
lucky for me im the 20% who wasn't drunk ^^ ! Wise Decision nt to drink
if nt nobody is gonna send me home , cox the 1 who brought me there was drunk !
end up i'm the 1 who drove him back =.='' !

CinCai post xD

My laptop is back again xD ! using laptop to update
stupid laptop wasted alot of my $$ , errmm i think it's my parents $$ hehe
my laptop went for repair almost 3 - 4 times , cost averagely 300-400 each time
everytime have to go down to KL to fix it , wasting my valueble time
& patrol haha . and each time i repair it i need sum frens to acompany ,
i have to treat them to eat >< pity me !!!
hope it won't spoil anymore , if it does ill just sell it parts by parts i guess :P

My Botak frens are back from NS , just for 5 days .
Bt still theres abit time to hang out , almost a month n a half havnt seen them
They went to GreenBox on tuesday bt i dint go , had to do sumthing else ...
Bt we got a chance to go out n have a drink and watch Harry Potter 2Day ^^
Not as i espected,its boring >< after i will tell you better don watch
& don regret after watching it xD !


To : Xi Teng Jie
I know from now on we won't be talking anymore ,
Thank you jie for all the time im in a down position
u were there to support me ...
I wish things between us dint change bt i guess thats nt posible .
I always treated u as my real sister n that won't change either .

Wish u all the best Jie !
Wish You n Bryan will be happy always ^^

Simple Post

13/7

Funny day , din't do any sports for a long time .
then dear asked me to go her house and play badminton xD !
So after tuition then i went to a stationary shop and
buy shuttlecock . (badminton ball , nt sure if i spelled it rite)
Then off to dear's house ...
not even 10 minuits of playing she complain tired haha !
Then i played with her lil cuzn , she warned me if i play with her
i wil pick up the ball every round and it really happen =.= !

After playing , Dear's momi ask me to eat dinner at their hse .
so FREE MAKAN again hahaha ^^
but i have to be a maid after i eat , i did all the dishes ! Pity me =(
after washing the dishes , din't stay n talk with dear's family
went home straight cox dear was so smelly after playing badminton
and dint shower hehe !

My life is Imperfect !

Why ppl have emotions?
it rili sucks ! i hate having emotions ! i hate sadness ! i hate crying !
why all kind of stupid things happen on me ? is tis rili my fate ?
my heart is so pain , i feel so weak ! I can't sleep peacefully anymore ....
Wat can i do ? wat should i do >< ???

Finaly I got my bike ! ^^

Hehe , I got my motorbike 2day ! the feeling was great !
Waited almost 1 year and a half to get my bike , beg and beg my parents
to get me 1 ! at last they bought me a bike after 6 months i got my license !
The funny thing was I passed my driving test (for car) and the next day i got a bike haha !

















































Another happy thing was , i had dinner with my Dear's family ^^
I was scare & shy , din't know what to say ><
Bt still it was a nice dinner and happy family time ! din't had tis kind of feeling
for a long time ...
Dear's family was so nice to me , dear even say they treat me better then her xD !
Hope there will be more chance to be closer with dear's family ^^
Love Dear & her family so much !

I guess that's all for now , still need to teach my bro how to ride the bike ...
His kinda noob hahaha !

My Blogie is now Open to the Public !!!

Harlu everyone ,
My blog is now open so that every1 can view . ^^

Happy Part :

Funny thing , I passed my driving test on monday but the next day
my mom bought me a motorbike ....
But still , im happy i got it cox i been dreaming to get a bike for almost 1 year++
my parents drag thier promises too long , don't know when i'm gonna get a car next !!!
for now i'm gonna ask my mom to take taxi when she go out so i can use her car xD

I just got my driving license this afternoon , although I got my license it
felt the same when i din't have it , it's just a paper so that police won't catch u ...
But now i can drive anywhere without fear that there will be a roadblock infront xD

Sad Part :

I WAS CHOOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE , woohoo =.=''
can't belive my Dear n Momi laugh at me T.T
so mean , they don't wanna see me anymore !
anyway , there's still time to have fun b4 goin there ... So let's go out and have fun ppl ,
while ur back from NS ur gonna nid to start working hard in the big big world outside !

p/s : not gonna update much , bz doin sumthing for my dear xD lurb eu dear !

I Update my blogie le ! ^^

UPDATING :-

My Baobei laopo complaining liao need me to update blog le hehe !
but it only pass 3 days from my last post wor xD
cant think of anything to write o ...

This pass 2 days when my dad came , the whole world went up side down !
it's crazy , the day my dad reach at the airport n got up to the car
the war had began again ...

2day i din't go school it's also bcox of my parents zzZ
they won't stop seriously ! quarell quarell quarell ...
woke me up at 3am++ then i juz stand and look at them till maybe 4 sumthing
maybe got tired n slept without noticing . Then at 8 sumthing again they started
OMG this time my father wanted to go out and settle some payment for the credit card
then they quarell till outside zzZ
i cant take tis anymore ... im getting bored of this family ! im sick of this
wish i can leave this house , lucky my dad is goin back to China to work tmr
so i don have to hear anymore shouting in and out my ears !

Holiday passed so fast !

2 weeks holiday have pass so fast ! when we are in school we always wanted holiday
bt when we are in a holiday we wanted to go back to school , it's kinda stupid xD
boring school life is bak again ! hope every1 is ready for school tmr !
gonna start schooling and study for our SPM le , hope everybody
will study hard le ! for me i wish i can do well in SPM also , bt i guess im kinda lazy .
My parents will be more worry abt me and will keep annoying me to study hard
soon ... I know they want me to have a better future but im trying my best
not to disapoint them , i juz hope everything will turn out fine after SPM !
i know i will fail some subject bt that is how it's gonna be ,
my mom and dad will kill me also cox they don't wan me to fail any subject ...
IM SORRY ! ><
Dad , i know u work so hard to raise me and im asking too much from u
i dont know what should i do , i can't help myself ...
i help u then momi will angry say im betraying her , help momi then dad ur so alone !
what can i do , im in the middle . im always in trouble when u both are quarell-ing !
always when u guys quarell i have a bad time sliping , and trying to stop u both from
quarell-ing i nid to hurt u , it's not easy for me if u guys know how i feel !
i hate it ! i hate it when u both quarell ! I wish i have a happy family that nvr quarell at all !


Dear , u must push me to study and go tuition ok . ur the only 1 i listen to ^^
I will work harder for our future de , i won't let go so easily ! I love you

I'm useless

When this skul holiday started , i notice sumthing bad is gonna happen .
i went bak to the old me , hanging out late till midnite not studying , lazy to go tuition
and the worst thing is I always make u sad , i'm sorry dear ...
i know saying sorry is juz useless , bt i still hav to say it . all of this happen is bcox of me
all my stupid actions , i nvr think b4 doin it . i always made u worry and sad ...
i wish things will go bak to the way they wer b4 ,
my heart is so pain always
i rili dont know wat should i do ... im a useless bf
but no matter what ...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER , Goon Wei Ling ! I SWEAR

Bad party ...

So ... i juz got bak from a drunk party , but i din't drink any alcohol I Swear ^^
some1 that all my frens hate came to the party , dunno who brought him there .
started was all having fun drinking , me and Shi How were juz bbq-ing ,
most of them are drunk so the guy bang 1 of my fren and things started to
fired up , all got mad and nearly fight . made a big noise and getting worst ...

Most of my frens vomit all over the place , 1 person even went to hospital bcox
he vomit blood . WU JIE is the funny 1 , he dint drink alot bt his alrdy blur ,
when we were at the mamak shop yam cha he talk talk talk and suddenly
vomit . everybody laugh at him saying his useless haha ... he bcame the laugh of the day xD

Dear , sorry i made u worry ... I dint mean not to reply ur sms , it's bcox im driving .
it's my fault i dint sms b4 i start driving , nx time i will let dear know 1st b4 doin anything
im really sorry dear ><

What Should I Do ?

Every Night b4 I slip , all the stupid thinking came back ...
The tears i hold inside all flows out ><
This few weeks my mood all changed , always in a sad & down mood .
always been thinking what should I do , i let my parents down
i let myself down . Dunno what my future will be like nvr study hard ,
my parents always thought im studying in skul but skul is juz a place
for me to slip and play ....
Don't know why studying is a hard thing for me , they say it's easy
juz read and read . bt reading is a boring thing zzZ !!!
Hope after SPM , my parents will know what is happening then .

Scary Driver !!!

Today there was only science exam so after recess most of our classmates are all free
cox there's only chinese exam that we dint take ...
All of my frens went home during recess but me and dear tried to go out tru the big door
but the stupid teacher stoped us , even the guard did the same ><''
we manage to go out cox the guard went to find a teacher ....

After eating at a wooden house , dear keep annoying me that she want to drive .
I told her if she drive i wont go up the car , but stil the same she keep on annoying :P
cant say no then , drove up to my house and i let dear drive ...
So get rdy , dear was abit BenBen hehe ... she dint dare to press on the oil ,
the worst thing is she don't know how to turn the stearing xD
i was scare she panic and step on the oil and dint break , and i would get in alot of trouble .
But its a gud thing she dunno how to step on the oil hehe !

Dear , don loearn to drive o ^^
Whoever who went on ur car will scare to death i tell u xD
so better don drive , i'll be ur driver forever ... HeHe !

The Pain inside

It started exam again this wednesday ...
Like all the exam passed , after finish or emptying my exam papers ,
my mind will be thinking abt sumthing .
And tats when all the mood's is gone . I will be quiet and not talk anymore ...
This is the only place i can express my feelings , I cant talk abt this to my mom or either my dad
they have too much expectation on me , they think I can do it but for me I am trying
but for some reason i don't know why I can't ? Sumtimes i juz wish they were me so tat they
would know what im feeling . My heart is rili pain after each exam paper I did and I can't
answer them , I kept all my tears inside and it rili hurts !
I'm Sorry ! I can't tell the truth face to face (to my Momi , Daddy & Dear)

Great Mother's Day .... '' NOT ''

Can't beliv i have a blog now ><
forced by my Dearest Laopo to make 1 T.T

This morning I went to listen car theory , it was damn boring !
Luckly after 3 hours of ceramah ,
the uncle who send me thr said we don hav to stay for another 3 hours for khursus amali .
Then he send me bak home , he saved me from 3 hours of boredness ^^

Actually 2day my mom said she will trade in my old HandPhone n buy SE w705 ,
bt i guess she listen wrong and ask the price of SE G705 , which is not the HP i wan !
It's rm200 cheaper than w705 , so my mom decided i should get that , bt i dint want that .
My mom got mad and scold me why always buy expensive stuff >< then my face changed too ,
and told her nvm lets go i don wanna change anymore !
Then we went to Pizza hut n eat since it's mother's day , im not gonna quarell wif her .
I jz kept quiet until we got home , and i paid for the food zzzZZ